Your smile through the clouds<Gulistan.>

My sister called me today! Yay! My sister and I are super close, I will visit her in this December and this makes me exciting!   

But today - as often in the past - after looking at the literature review went online. Googled a bit. Clicked away the stupid articles of literature review. And found a good idea here, a nice addition here. And I ended up .sort of as if I had called 2 friends and they have no ideas about their articles.  

  Okay, I feel like an idiot since this is a small thing in the great scheme of things.  But maybe just writing it out will make me feel better.  

I suppose I  have no a reason for going out for shopping, my exam results were not satisfied me , I can feel the heavy waves of stress. 

In fact, the Anne was so annoyed at me , it was so unfair to me… I know this is petty, but my feelings are just so hurt.  I can’t ever  

say anything to anyone there, but maybe just telling it to the group will help me kind of get it out and move on.  

Time still goes on whether you happy or not ,whether you live with aim or live empty,you can’t grasp the time  nor stop the time ……..

I really envy of the busy people , i hope i am busy every day ,not like now have nothing to do ,……i am rallly very stifling and morose now ,i fell the life of mine have no sunshine  have no light,have no aim ,have no passion …………….. what should i do?where i can go ?where is the aim where is the road where is my future……i really don’t konw ,who can help me???? 

From yesterday night till now i have a bad mood ,and the reason is from my mother! frankly speaking I love her very much really ,yeah I konw it is very normal that the mother and dau. quarreled sometime ,but her temper is really bad this time ,not only I said that but still my sister,which make me feel like in an ice hole.

There have a heavy rain in our life,but the lucky thing is that there have a sun come out ! 

 I have wrote lots of thigds about myself in this blog I asked many questions ,and some of them I can find answer now ,maybe more tomorrow ,maybe never konw ,seem this is life .

In our lifetime we have some happy time and also have some bad time ,who konws what day is tomorrow ,so just have enjoy the moment you have now ,be sure make yourself happy ,make your life more meanful and colourful…

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