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June 26, 2009

FINALLY

Filed under: Motivation

HEART

 

My Dad taught me that if I wanted something in life, I had to speak up or figure out a way to make it happen. No one was going to do it for me. It was up to me to control my destiny.

 I heard people saying that growth never take place in absence of tears and sweat. It stroke me that everything came so strong and hard that all of a sudden here the fate fell. 

There is and will never ever be someone who would come up telling you why and how life will offer you new oppotunities and chances. Only you could convince yourself by believing that  hope is everywhere.

Not everyone is going to approve of the decision you make. Catch the star that holds your destiny and that will take you eventually to your dream. Oftentimes the world around you may be filled up with suspects on how well you do and how well you are going to do. You are the only one that is able to choose to believe and trust yourself that you are going to make it. Even is the whole world is going to desert you, you can never let you desert yourself for you are the only one who can do something for a change.

As a matter of fact, everything is quite simple,

Not everything would work in the way that you want.
Not every effort pays you  back.
However, if you give up going forward and working hard, everything will not work in the way you like.
So just work hard.
Dilligence is something that everyone is able to own.
It is alse something most people cannot own.
It’s up to whether you are a successful one.

May 16, 2009

Pressure prevails

Filed under: Motivation
My pent feeling accumulates all the time, which makes me feel uneasy.I want to write down something , I 
want to express my feeling, and I need a space which belongs totally to me where I can murmur to oneself.
I came to realize that Time waits for no one, nor does inspiratioin.Once lost, it will never come back to you. 
I think there are a lot of things which has the same quality,youth, love, chance, to name just a few.One 
beautiful sentence which stands out in my memory is :
 "Pick the flower when it is the right season, 
otherwise, you will only break some branches when the blossom season is over,sighing deeply.
So it is advisable to treasure the moment! 
  
I am a mature person, certainly I can spend like a mature does.  However, clouds still hung over my future. Is it all I can get from my life? What I am doing now is what I want? I really don’t know. I seemed to spend most of my time on chasing an unachievable dream. I am frustrated.  
    
 When have I been so negative that each day I am counting down the days when the contract expires?
Every day I fear I would fall short of the expectation and targets. Every day I feel 
pressure is everywhere weighing me down. 
Currently, I cannot bounce well between pressure and personal needs.

    Maybe days later, I will learn and grow. 

    But, I need time. No excuse though.

It suddenly dawns on me that I have to let  go of who I am to be who I will be.

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