Your smile through the clouds<Gulistan.>

Who can tell me what’s the meaning of live? I am a little confused by my thoughts. I though for a while lonely. By the end I summary my own answer that is I work to afford my life and work will become my life.

I define my life is live to work before 35 years old. I am willing to devote all my time and efforts to work. In other words, I am working very hard for a visible promotion and long term professional career. I would like to earn more and more money in order to  afford my life and my family. Through hardworking, I’m able to meet my dream of material life, such as house, car, beautiful things and so on. The all what I’ve mentioned are a preparation for my future life. I believe the high quality life won’t be far under the firm financial support. As a member of young generation, I have no reason to stop fighting  for a better life. There is no doubt that hardworking is the most practical way to realize my dream. So I want to say that I will choose live to work as I’m young. 

 On the contrary, I choose work to live without hesitation after 35 years old. At that time, I will pay main attention to my family and life. It’s time to spend a lot of time and energy to my kid and family. I will enjoy life, and spend more money for travel, party, sports, charity and something else. It’s time to enjoy to do what I want to do without financial pressure. During the period, work just occupies  a  small part in my life. I earn money by work and have fun form work. I enjoy work but not only rely on it for fun.  

Don’t let anyone steal your dreams. Follow your heart, no matter what. 

I have been having a difficult time in finding myself back in my life, Be alert if you are in a position like mine and start to take some time ponder it over, slow down a bit and stop consuming your life.  And now you have my word that I will not have time for enjoying sun beams till the sunset of my life.   

Tomorrow I would like to say hello to the rising sun, to the morning dues and to myself.

 Trust me that I am not complaining or whining.  This is only a statement that I am trying to deliver some facts.  When the company presents itself as principle abiding, or say, it tries hard to be. It is never easy to be so ideal though. I do not wish my dreams goes down. No way!  I would like to wish it sustainable .. The fear of mistakes drove everyone to be twice careful.  But it was sort of frustrating at the lack of confidence that there might be mistakes though we counter checked our tasks again and again.

I grow a lot.  And the only thing to expect now is I will be more mature!