let it go, let it go……….
I found I was changed a lot recently, I began to doubt everything happened. It is not because I don’t want to believe, just because I do not dare to believe. I am afraid of the misunderstanding, which may make me so dissapointing.
So much good memory, care and suggestions made me moving, but I tell myself it is so common, without any special things.
I hope this feeling can be continue, continue…
In the future,
Being alone in the strange city, what I want to and try to do is to adapt, to look for and learn to enjoy everything I am experiencing.
Be confident & Be brave!
Lots of things and person which I thought important for me —–not important anymore,they gave me so many memories that I dont want to recall.
Yesterday, I was so crazy that I tore all the pages of my diary into very small pieces. I hope this will be my new starting, although there were so much memory, I believe all the things had been in my heart, and they will always be there.
I would like to have a very new, very different and very meaningful life. So I have to forget something, either the happy one or the sad one. All I need to do is "Never tiring, never yielding, never finishing"
Maybe a new enviorment can help me forget something unhappy, although I am so much cherish the memory of being together with them.
A new month is coming, let us welcome it with passion, with magnificent wish.
